After Effects?

So...  While some things are much more relaxed in our neighborhood, there are lingering after effects.  The affects of years of surveillance, harassment, bullying and haunting are not cured with a piece of paper signed by a judge.  

I now feel better about going into the pasture to take care of noxious weeds knowing that if 'she' harasses me there, it's a violation of the anti-harassment order.  I do my work when I want to without worrying about her calling the cops again and again.  However, I am still held back by a symptom some might call "harassment PTSD."

If I happen to see 'her' driving away, I now see this as an opportunity to walk to the mailbox un-harassed.  Otherwise, the mail might sit there for hours longer. :(

When I work in my wood carving studio, I still keep one eye on the gate to avoid being shot or assaulted by the very angry (and even more insane) Ms Miller...  I now believe myself to be in even greater danger than before!  And I don't like being out there without my dogs to alert me to visitors.

I have even felt concern over walking down the street to the neighbor's house since this has been one of her favorite opportunities to harass me.

When does it end?
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